Sparks

 
                               
  I whispered soft and slow: 'I'm captivated by you honey like a firework show'". I was pathetically singing this verse from Taylor Swift's Sparks Fly. Exasperated and peeve, I annoyingly sang this song over and over again and I won't stop.. yeah I won't!

     It was a day... a day far from what I thought. Still it was just like... any other day. Oh God! That might be my phone beeping in exultation. It really was "Hi bee! how's my honey?" It states. My heart skipped a beat felt like gonna shatter into pieces of junk. It's been a night long like a century since his phone died. preposterous huh? An hour of exchanging text messages, My eyes had this urge that they needed to sleep BUT he undeniably forced me to make them still. Without any idea 'WHY'? of course, he did helped me to cover up the drowsiness inside. I was fun of talking with this "BOSSY BITCH FRIENDS" as what I call them, It was really such a hobby to be with them everyday inside of that two months without him. Yes, without him. 

     While I was painting my nails with this bloody red nail polish. There goes another beep, and I know... I know It's from him. "SURPRISE! :)" My mind was blank, I was halfway sitting at this computer chair with open legs. Then, a familiar tone bulged up I follow it's gaze up to the open field... My world shifted to a halt, it freezes just as my heart stop beating, it felt like the things around me... around us... are floating on air. This feeling is such a breathtaking. 'HE' leaned closer to me now, those hands that are swaying beneath my waist, are now steadily caged by his. I miss this feeling, the feeling when he's around. For a moment, he was laughing maybe because my hands are cold and pale, and I couldn't even manage to say a single word. My world is running through my head, and the only thing I was thinking that moment is: "ARE YOU REAL?" for a second I know he's killing my world, and yes... I know I'm seize. 

    His back unto my world now, and all those aches, longings while he's gone now shifted into something we both know we're going to lasts..Those sparks flies now... it shines even brighter than before. Again, the song keeps on playing on my sound box as the sun peeked unto my windows... and I know one thing, this is love, and this is for sure.

Coming Soon

(It feels like a century passed since I hold  a real pen and wrote it on an actual paper. My life is disdainfully lonesome these days, still waiting for his home coming. This is what I wan't to share with everybody, a dream... a dream where everyone want's to sleep with it forevermore.)

    The sun shyly peeked through my wide-open window and along with the swaying curtains. My eyes drop out of confusion upon seeing the "Calendar." Sometimes days are rolling fast that made you miss someone so badly, I said eagerly. How did I tend to survive this cruel distance that lie between the two of us? I asked , perhaps, no one answers me for I know I am all alone. This silence is killing my nerves and so my throat, upon, still, my eyes locked into it. Over thinking of what would tomorrow could bring. Tomorrow is the second of all glorious days without him. He's the melody that I am still captivated, and yes! I'm still waiting for his home coming.

    I packed quickly, getting dressed casually. I rushed downstairs, and went into the dirty kitchen. clumsy and foolish I only ate half of my meal this morning. I've gotta meet someone halfway of this road unto the national highway of buses, cars, and automobiles. "You look like a Mash Potato, like a piece of trash with your suit, huh? So preposterous Rosalinda." He said. "Drop out of milky way, it's out of concern and limitations to insult me with the crime of fashion, you, Mr.Launcelot!" I told meticulously. Half an hour of traveling in the dusty and polluted road to reach the City Of friendship. Chatting and laughing makes the day more promising. He rose to hold my hand, out of my senses the tie screeches to halt and the universe! oh the traitor, conspires against him and me. Words just came out in my mouth "I LOVE YOU" and it continued "Thank you for this wonderful day, I owe you a thousand of thank you's." Sparks flew out of nowhere, and the butterflies in my stomach are racing... He leaned closer to me now, my tension arms cringed as his touched it. His sparkling, diamond eyes locked into my smooth, fascinating eye balls. His breath slowly reached mine, kinda blows out such an intensive scent like a drug about to explode. His hands we're halfway below my waist and other one is at my neck. I don't wanna wake up and risk being lonely. I know I'm not dreaming... He is 'REAL'! I assured myself. His lips marvelously found mine. His nose touched mine that brought out a perfect romance. His kisses delivered a thousand words of longings and showers eternity for the both of us. Now, we can never be broken again. Love and God made us more stronger and tougher than ever... He release my from his gentle kiss but instead of releasing a lot of me, he locked a hug, a tight one with a gentle kiss on my forehead... I closed my eyes feeling the heat of the moment... but something bumps my head.

    (GASPS) I am daydreaming... oh! whatta wreck!!! A sigh made i possible to be calm... But i know someday.. someday I'll relive that dream... It's MAY the 16th, the day wherein a love story steps on another stair. Nothing's gonna stop the both of us now, even when the world ran out of rhymes........ The sun rose soarly now, and I know.... He's coming soon.