(Sometimes we often say that falling in-love will only just lead our hearts into troubles, disillusionment, disappointment, Heartaches, sorrows but somehow, happiness. We should always put on our minds that love is a game, a game that the both parties should have play well and also fair, love meant to be seeking for the real you. We barely experience breakups but always bear in mind that every ending is only just a beginning. I would like to share with you this story I made. May this story plant a smile on your face. It is never wrong to fall in-love again after you fail...)
Crying... it was the only last thing that kept on harrassing and torturing my heart since the day he left. I locked my eyes from the beyond, behind that distance and this heartache, is a wonderful place I know someday I'll pursue. My smile trying to be broad again...
Flowers everywhere, the ere of this fidelity is such a lovely place to be, and the light! oh be still, I am coming in your way..."Come'on Alis! we aren't in your wonderland. get back to work!" uuuhg. the voice of that ugly mistress, the manager of the company, it is really stressing me out. Paperworks and computer works... here it is, it is life and it was my destiny, is there anything I can do to change it? NOTHING! I answered myself smiling while doing alot of work. Almost 8 hours of work, finally it is going to be a home sweet home. "Alisandra Hemsworth, you are, right?". The chief of industries, yes another paperwork. This-is-not-really-ultimately-cool. A bubble poped and it was reality again. I managed I smile instead of a dumbfounded look "Yes, Mr.Cyrus, it is I. Do you need anything? how can I help you". His brows rosed high and I then too and he laughs. "Your perfectly suite for the new project, I need you tomorow 8am, clear as a crystal." I was shocked, terribly shocked "Oh Mr.Cyrus-" he interrupted me "I'll see you. Have a good night!" then he was now miles away half-gone. OKAY? am I dreaming again, I consulted myself. I keep on pitching every part of me to wake up but it won't work, maybe it just need some sleep tonight, wake up again tomorow and face life.
The sun finally rised up high above the rocky mountain and beneath the thick clouds, it is now facing the Earth with it's hot raises that burned ofcourse, my extra-snow-white-skin. PREPOSTEROUS! I keep on laughing, err- just to start the day beautiful with an extraordinary bliss. I dresses up myself with my tone stockings and the formal office dress and don't you forget my black shoes that I'd been tooking care of 2 years ago. I was beautifuly dressed now and ready to head off to the office.
Ooooh! wet and drastically unbeautiful. SHRUGS! that rain owe me a day. But then, I entered the office with a smile even with the embarassment that welcomed me. "Alis... Mr.Cyrus's been waiting for you in his office". I head off to Mr.Cyrus's office right after putting my things in the deck, I knocked 3 times before entering his scented room. "Good morning Mr.Cyrus, sorry I was late, the rain was pretty much tough." but he was quiet "uh- about the project you'ved been telling me Sir. What is it?" he rose from his seat and walked in my place. "I owe you a congratulation after the victorious seminar in Paris, that you will be presenting." my mouth shut open, and the atmosphere feels like I am floating in the galaxy and had no place to go. "Aaaaand your promoted as the second highest top clerks in the company of Cyrus Industries. I am welcoming you with open arms Ms.Hemsworth" his smile was toned and mine was broad. "Oh! thank you very much Mr.Cyrus, I owe you not only one but everything. thank you, I don't know how to pay you. You wan't some lunch later?" he laughs and answered me "No! It is I that should treat you out. You owe me a next time when you're a big time" we all together laughed, as in laughing out the joy inside of me. For the last time, I gave him a hug and thank him for the wonderful opportunity he had offer to my life. So, the paperworks had been lessen, and I'm facing board meetings or meal meetings instead of all time exposed into computer and paperworks. Then here comes September 2, 2012... surely the day that would bound Paris and me into a small damn peck.
I am in the city of love with a heart that beats only for God and to myself. 2 weeks of stressed and the seminar is approaching like a rocket ready to fly above with the thick clouds that cover the entire world. -- "You have to drink this, it would make you feel better" Mr.Cyrus settled by my side with a Soda in his hands, we were both quite, until "Ms.Hemsworth can I leave you for a minute? I'm just going to see my mom in the coffee shop, or you wanna come with me?". "Oh no, it's fine Mr.Cyrus, honestly I wanted to be alone for a moment". "Okay then, take care, I'll see you later". I smiled and wave at him back and forth while starring as he leave me alone in this astounding couple bench. In the silence of this refuge a man came by to stop, trying to kill the awkward silence that caged me. "Hi. You are?". "Alisandra, Alisandra Hemsworth. And Mr...?. He smiled and "Mr.Danile Gidoti". "Buenos diaz Mr.danile Gidoti" Whatta crap! I'm sitting beside a french man, and the only french word I know was GOOD DAY. oh God! I hummed into myself while suffering the essence of this person beside me. "Don't worry Im an American" he face me and smile. "Oh my God! Thanks so much Lord, I never thought I'll met you here. It's just that I'm bored saying complements to french people.". he laughs awkwardly that he look like some kind of Moron. "Yuh! bussiness is torturing me, you'd like a cruise?"."cruise? that would be fun right?.but...". "Come on Ms.Alisandra, I'm a well business man, do I look like a murdurer?". "No. but...its just that..." ughr! words left me unspoken and I really don't know why. "Come-on, trust me, it would be super duper fun. I'll promise you, it's just going to be today. Then you'll wake up tomorow telling yourself that It was fun in the Paris". I was quiet and he's waiting for a response but I didn't, I just stare at him blankly. "Come-on! please? the time is running." but I really don't understand why I can't refuse on him, It felt like he was an old friend of mine that I can't put grudges on. He took my hand and I let go. Crap this guy is.! "Okay-okay, I will. But you have to promise me that I'd be safe and sound when I got home." He was pathethic and he was jumping in chorus like a little youngster jumping in rejoice because his mom bought him a new buddy toy."-- so the day was all out fun, we'v been to shopping malls bought some couple shirts, yeah it sounds funny but mostly it was all about couple shirts, we've chitchat too, in the Starbucks coffee shop and went to a Safari land, and it was awesome there the animals are totally huge. So we also went to the Circus land, and the roller coaster disdainfully drain my hair. We also gone to the Eifel Tower, and with hardworks and tiredness upon climbing it we finally reached the top no less and no more. "OOOOOH! It is really up here, it seems like it washes all your life problems and stresses away." "Definitely! your right, it's just so good to be up here, the ere's fidelity is really captivating" I stare at him with a toned smile. "GAAAAH! WHAT ARE YOU STARING AT THERE?". "Nothing! it's just that... I'm thankful... you know... because you take me here. I've never been such places like this before with a... with a...friend". "Really? even once, whatta life is that?". "It happened to me once, but I don't wanna remember it. Yes! it tend to me to question the odds why my life is miserably dainty, I often get jealous to my crews on seeing there life was, it is perfectly beautiful. They got there respective Jobs with them, they have their family to guide them, they either have this thing they called LOVE." "why? you haven't had one experience of that?". "I had, I had one time , that I thought he really is the one, He was the perfect guy from the moment I met him. But he left... he just left with a heartache and a tear in my eye". "that hurts, huh?". "yes it does, it really does. It really hurts to see him...happy.. in the arms of someone else... knowing that the things you gave him wasn't really enough to make him happy and contented....". "Continue, I'm willing to listen". "It was our anniversary, He told me that he was tired and that he needs rest so delayed our date to a rest, but then I never told that I have duty on the day, it's because I don't want him to feel that he was dumb and fool... so, while walking on the way home from the office, I tend to drop by in his apartment just to give time for him but then...". "then what?". "But his apartment was locked. luckly I never forget to bring his extra keys.then... upon opening it.. I saw him... I saw him on top of a bitch barely". He never said anything instead he hugs me and eventually it really made me cry. "Come-0n stop that. I know you needed you some rest. You want me to take you home?". "It depends on you...". along the way he still hold my waiste and I just lay my head in his shoulders.
"Thankyou" My smile was broad. "so, there would be a next time, right? Can I see you again?". "Ofcourse." He smiled and unexpectedly he gave me a peck. He release my hands softly in place and "Goodnight Ms.hemsworth!" and just go. "Goodnight Mr.Gidoti!" I whispered in the distance that now lie between us. Then I am imagining thousand of sparkling fireflies above me, and it feels like I am capitivated and wonderstruck with that man. "It was just only a day that changes everything" I told myself upon lying unto this comfty bed. His such an addiction, I would perhaps, say. His scent strongly sticks unto my skin, and it really feels like... I'm missing him, it's odly like a boring place without him... and it seems like... OH NO! NO! NO! it can't be. I'm trying to close these eyes to refrain my mind from thinking about so many unexplainable and unexpected things. I think he's right, it really needs some rest.
Whatta beautiful sunshine that glowed up in the sky conjoined with the bliss of the toned and flambouyant clouds that traps the Earth. a sigh made a wake up more real. I hurry up to prepare myself for the coming conference later facing hundreds of Business men. It made me think of him then again 'OH NO! NO! I should not... I must not think of him, what if I lose all my controls later?UUUH! crap! okay... back to normal life, it was just a day then the coming days would be then... a memory'. Then a knock comes "Alis? are you ready?" I smile and sigh. "always prepared... for everything"
I never expected that the convention place was really felt like you are in a paradise. It's just... something... we were actually early then the business men are all look fantastic and formal. I stare at the open window beneath the big, dump sheets of papers. Then the wind strikes like a really strong mega wind that made my face turned to face the another set of business men entering the hall, until then a face glowed up like a diamond in the hit of the sun... My eyes stucked wide open, watching him walking on our way. This made my heart skip a beat... He captured my eyes that made the time freezes and so with the people and it almost feel like a fairytale. He walks towards me, locking his eyes and hands are crossing, afraid that maybe they would fall because of this heat that I'm feeling, for a sudden moment the world felt like a slow motion world. "You are here. I have this urge that I will see you, i've gotta see you. then you're here" He said. OH HEART BE STILL, i whispered to myself. "Whatta small world Mr.Gidoti" he just smiled aaaand.... Oh! it was back to normal again. "Hey! I'll just check you out later" He cried. "Of course" I'm still shocked, and the words in my mouth felt like they are paralized. Oh Goodness! This is some kind of something... something like.... AM I INLOVE? that question keeps on running a hundred thousand miles in my head. Does anyone has a cannon ball, I just loved to take a date with my head with it.-- 5 hours had passed and it was time for a lunch, the convention was succesful for both companies of him and mine. "Whatta coincidence Ms.Alisandra! congrats" he said waiting for me in the hallway "Oh well, congrats too Mr.Danile, I never expect to see you here. Anyway, who's with you?" I asked him, curiously. "Oh! it's just me and my partner but he would fly earlier to states so I will be left here all alone. And you?" He asked me the same question, and of course its for me to answer. "I'm with my boss, I would like you to meet Mr.Cyrus, the owner of the CYRUS INDUSTRIES." His hands met Mr.Cyrus' but then M.Cyrus gone ahead to meet his wife so again I'm left here frozen and unable to breath like... Oh crap! what the hell is going on me. "So, you wanna have lunch?" Danile asked me. And I can't even say no I was apparantly hungry. We'vr talked so much about work during that lunch then afterwards we've gone to a known historical place that made my head forget it.. then it's 7pm when we landed to A floating boat. "So, what do you think of this ride, nice huh?" He asked with that Bubbly face of him that made me look away. ooooh! Here we go again. Heart, be still.. be still.. "Yes. it's beautiful Danile...". "Yah! It looks like you". "Oh? come-on I'm not in into your jokes right now huh? don't play with me". "I'm not... why ? are you scared?" He lean close to my face unable for me to make a move "I am...." I told him, then I continue "I'm afraid that with what you are doing right now would make me fall inlove with you" he smile then for the briefest instant he leaned into me more closer than before, his hands found my neck, I closed my eyes and I know what would happen when I closed my eyes. His lips found mine, it was soft and exaggerated. His hands fell below my waiste and it keeps pushing me into his tensioned body. He stoped "I LOVE YOU ALISANDRA, and I know this feeling is real" I smile and told him "I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN IMAGINE DANILE" the night was full of love that bounds us to be together.
Chest to chest, nose to nose, palm to palm it was always just that show. Wrist to wrist, toe to toe and the lips that felt just like the inside of a rose. I've spend a good night in his hotel, this place that I found was really so good to be true. I once dream of a guy like him who would make me feel special again, apparently that time had arrived, my dreams now became such a wonderful reality. This fidelity, this world conspires with him as I was for him. For the briefest instant I don't wanna wake up if Im just dreaming. "you know what, it feels like what now is...is an eternity". He holds my hand, softly but surely, he says then "This hand, I'll be holding this forever... I promise this to you, No oceans, No mountains, No islands can tear us apart". I reached for his hands and I led it into my chest "this heart only beats for you... I can't .... I can't take to leave you nor to be without you" He hugs me tighly but softly and he'd let me sleep in his arms, hearing those beautiful beats of his heart.
A year passed...
I sat bolt upright, shivering in my bed. The morning sunlight filtered through my window speak and span. I dress up, aaaand.... the phone halt to a rang. Kriing...Kriiing; "hello" it says... "Hi, baby! I already miss you. How about if I treat you on a date after your work?" My smile toned to be fragile the astonishment went perfectly beautiful now. "Honey, I'd be delighted to. I'll see ya in a couple of hours ?" I laugh, A one crooked laugh. "Be safe, okay?"
Tons of paperwork then time shifted to a "THIS IS IT!" a clerk came into my office holding a bouquet of flowers with a scented letter. "Madam, this must have been from the one who owns your heart" He says... I smile, and "thank you". My nosed frequently zips the smell of the roses. I open the letter and the words linger unto my head my smile is now fascinated and clear... "YOUR CHICKS ARE ROSSY RED, I KNOW.. I AM STARING AT YOUR SMILE NOW WHILE YOU ARE READING THIS LETTER. YOU ARE REALLY A QUEEN OF ANYTHING, AND I AM YOUR KING OF SOMETHING... YOU ARE A QUEEN THAT I KNOW I'M GOING TO SHARE A LIFE WITH.... I HAVE ANOTHER PRESENT FOR YOU, GO OUT AND CHECK IT OUT" my pace went back and forth but no sign of him, I went outside and I realize the office was perfectly silent and hummed like any other day I'd never been through. My feet step to a halt on the pathway, another clerk approach me holding a Picture and again, a letter. "I LOVE YOU BABY, I'M WAITING FOR YOU OUTSIDE" then my eyes shifted to the picture, it is a picture of him on a POUT POSE with a caption of "I'M GOING TO KISS" now, I can no longer measure this smile I'm wearing. Outside the office below the stairs I saw a pink BMW car, and I know Danile owns it... Before I could make a step unto that car, the car door bulged up open and yes he was on a descent white polo and a ticktock shoe. He says "LOOK DOWN" Undeniably I did, I never beside me is a lil box I get it with my hands, before I was about to open he run unto me, hugs me and kiss me "For now, I can now kiss you everyday, hug you every moment, Stare at your elusive smile... Capture your best laugh... Going to watch you sleep and going to hold your hand forever..." A sigh and my world seemed to be falling apart unto him, I touched his nose and say "Okay, what's all about this?" He smile and locked his eyes on me we are now both holding the small box. He says "we're going to open it, together".... my eyes came out to be fish eye. Ready to dodge the bullet, "Danile.." was all I said. I look at him and hug him, tighly and I don't care if it might crossed his leg "Hey...." I came to face him, his kneeling now in front of me "I would like to hold your hand forever, would you let me?". "YES" toroughly my eyes are closed an open them, I thought I was dreaming but... I wasn't "Ms. Alisandra Hemsworth... will you marry me?" "YES I WILL" he rose form his knees and hug me, his lips found mine and "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH" He says.. "I LOVE YOU TOO, TODAY, TOMORROW AND ALWAYS" and it lasted with a kiss and forevermore...
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